Tuesday, 31 March 2009

Long time since the last time...

... but last week I finally did some cupcakes again !  The School had a charity auction and the children wanted me to bring cupcakes to the auction, like I was going to say no ;)

Vanilla cupcakes with a vanilla/strawberry buttercream icing, not only do I think they looked good but they were also delicious, apparently they were gone in five minutes at the school auction ! \o/

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And the Chocolate cupcakes with vanilla icing. I’m not really happy with those, I probably did something wrong and that meant that the beautiful cupcakes I took off the oven turned into flat and flabby ugly things five minutes later :s. I tried to “hide” the disaster with the icing, but my buttercream technique still needs work and in the end some of them just look awkward :p

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Sunday, 15 March 2009

Bit random... yet not

It still makes me giggle and shiver every time I think about...

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The wrist, the hand, the fingers, the mouth, the smile, the beard, the ears, the crazy hair, the amazing eyes... I could keep on going, but it would sound borderline stalkerish ! Hehehe

Yep, my brain still can’t believe I’ve met him for real :p.

That’s my very own Sunday random happiness ^_^.

 

PS : The picture is not mine, but I have no idea whose it is, in any case kudos to them :).

Monday, 2 March 2009

Chevron 7.2

I’ve read very detailed and great reports about this con, so I’m not even going to go into that ;).

Instead I’ll just say that I had a fantastic week-end, both con and friend wise (until the last minute I did wish you could have been here Finn ! {{{hugs}}} ).

Meeting up with all those Squirrels was an absolute blast. I know it already, and yet, despite that, I keep being amazed by the easy acceptance of those incredible people. We’re from all ages, from everywhere, from all shapes and different ideas, but suddenly none of this counts and it’s just being all together, as friends. And I love it.

The con organisation seemed good to me, but then it’s only my first “big” con after the Meet the Hewletts day from last June, so I’m hardly in position to judge. In any case I didn’t get massively bored, nor completely lost. Even when some stuff got late they took the time to reassure us that all of us would get our pictures and autographs  one way or another, and when you know you’re a standard ticket, and rather at the end of those on top of it, it is nice to hear that you will not be forgotten and left out ^_^. Plus I met some people from the crew, and even after the event they had only positive things to say about their conditions of work, and to me that’s something important. Indeed when the crew is happy it makes everyone feel good.

About the guests :

Alexis Cruz surprised me in such a good way. He’s a very positive man, still as enthusiast about his work now as he was when he began, and it’s so very apparent that he has deep respect for his craft. He was fun and very interesting to listen to.

Peter Williams was, in my eyes, the most “British” of all the guests. He had those calm, dry traits of humour, about everything, including himself. He was also much more smiley than I expected, but then of course I did have in memory the Apophis years :p. Very interesting.

Colin Cunnigham was the entertainer of the week-end, he definitely knows his craft well, he’s enthusiastic about it and knows how to share his passion. He apparently made a lot of new fans that week-end, so good for him ! :D

Jason Momoa. I’m a bit conflicted about Jason. On one hand it was nice meeting him and there were times during the talks were he was brilliant. His interaction with Joe was also one of the best thing of the week-end and I’m really glad the organisers decided to put those two together for the talks. On the other hand, at some points during the talks, he also massively gave the impression that he both didn’t enjoy being there all that much, and brought attention to the fact that he was bored quite often. Now I don’t pretend to know the man personally, so for all I know this could have been an act, but it didn’t feel like it. As much as I do believe a part of him enjoys more or less meeting the fans, I also felt that the biggest part of him didn’t really want to be there. I also get that we can all have bad days, and maybe he was having some, I get that meeting the hardcore fans is not always easy, and so on, and so on, I mean there are dozens of excuses for not being 100% at a convention, still I wasn’t seduced by the attitude (especially after the third or fourth time he gleefully told of one more insult toward David Hewlett, sorry but it doesn’t make me laugh when Jason keeps calling him “the fat guy”, or “the ugly guy” or other insults of the same type. Once is barely funny in a room where 80% of the attendant are overweighed, more than once is just insulting, plus I love David Hewlett). So although Jason was, with Joe, one of the reasons I went to this con in particular, I have to say that I will not look out for another of his appearances, or at least not until he learns a bit better how to work a crowd (Colin Cunningham could teach him a few things about that).

Joe Flanigan. Joe is handsome. Yes it’s very shallow of me to begin there but I don’t care because it’s true. So I’ve read about people being disappointed because of the beard and here’s my view on that : Five years ago, when SGA began, I could not have imagined liking it, in fact when Epiphany came out I was a bit “bleh” about the beard, but then, maybe I just got older or something, I began to actually like it when Joe wasn’t close-shaved. And it’s also a known fact that Joe usually doesn’t shave when not on set (and hell, if I had a 5 o’clock shadow at 10am, I wouldn’t shave either when I’m not working !!!). All of this to say that I loved the look of him, yes including the beard. In fact I might mourn its loss when the time will come :p. (I’ll also add as a last point, that given the handsomeness with the beard, I would probably have died if there had been no beard and even more handsomeness, see,  staying alive is a good reason for me to like the beard !! :D).

Now, on a bit less shallow subject, Joe seemed to be quite tired during the week-end (which, alas for him made him even more pretty ! :p), but that’s understandable, between the trips, the billion photoshoots and the trillion autographs he must have signed ! He also seems to be quite shy in public, especially at first, and it made me glad for Jason’s presence as it worked perfectly to relax him and be comfortable with the audience. He was funnier than I expected which was a fantastic surprise, and he sounds quite smart and reflective, which, I’m sorry to say, just forces you (well at least it did for me) to completely and irremediably fall in love with the guy, which is completely unfair as he’s already married :p. 

For some reason I went to the con believing that I would be disappointed by Joe. Don’t ask me why, I have no idea. But the week-end just blew away that misconception like dust in the wind. Mind you I didn’t really get to talk to the guy like the gold ticket owners, nor like the people who bought a seat to the “private meet”, but the little I saw, the things I heard, and the talks, all of this just didn’t manage to disappoint me at any time. I don’t believe he’s perfect but he’s a good guy and that’s enough to like him more than too much :).

 

And now that I’ve met both David Hewlett and Joe Flanigan, I’m beginning to understand the chemistry. And it’s somehow leaving me in awe to realise that whatever characters you dress them up with, as long as they interact there will be that little something different. It’s rare enough on screen, especially on tv, to be noted, and I don’t know if they realise it, but honestly I would sell an arm to see them interact in a convention, no being covered by one of their character (apart, of course, from the “public persona” that most actors understandably wear in public), I think it has the potential to be either terrible (if they can’t feel comfortable enough to let it flow naturally) or absolutely brilliant.

 

And that’s it for my con experience, a fantastic one all in all ^_^ !

Sunday, 18 January 2009

About smarts...

As far as I can remember, the one thing I’ve always wanted was to be smart. As in be a genius, not just normal smart.

And constantly I am reminded that I failed.

Not that I am completely stupid, I can use two languages fluently, I know plenty of fun facts, I know how things works, I can cook and bake, basically I’m good at doing things, not at thinking things.

I do have some smarts, but they are nothing extraordinary, they are nowhere near what I wished for.

When I see a beautiful piece of art, when I read an amazing story, when I hear about mathematics, this is where I wanted to be talented.

A part of me will always wonder if I would be better at all those I had worked for them when I was younger. Was I already so scared of failing back then that I didn’t even want to give it a try ?

The irony is that everywhere I’ve been in my life, I’ve always been surrounded by smart and talented people, and the Internet just confirmed that pattern. It makes me wonder about myself. I do know I’m attracted by intelligence, it would be a moot point to deny it, but now I’m also beginning to wonder about my level of masochism. Because as much as I love intelligence, being surrounded by it has always made me feel like a failure or feel completely unworthy, as if my mere presence would taint the beauty of the minds around me.

So why would I still want to be part of it, when I know I’m not up to par and I know I’m going to suffer from it at one point ?

And yet, knowing that, I can’t see myself giving it up, because I’ve tried to be part of the average groups, and it made me even more desperate, because not only did I still feel like I didn’t belong but also the sheer luminous beauty of intelligence had disappeared, and without it, life is just too grim to be acceptable.

Friday, 16 January 2009

Daily life

I know I shouldn’t get upset over crappy food or junk food issues, I know I should not get upset over horrendous bedtime, I know I shouldn’t get upset over the lack of respect for a few simple rules, especially when it concerns children that aren’t even mine... and yet I am. And when I’m upset I eat, and then I’m upset about eating just because I was upset, so I eat some more and the vicious circle, and I hate it.

This post was going to be me complaining about all of the above, but then I thought that being negative about it will not help me, nor will it get me to feel better (the SGA issue showed me that the more I complained, the angrier I got).

So nope, I need to not be upset anymore, and to feel better.

This makes me happy :

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Yep, feeling better already, I think I need to do my own re-runs to feel even better.

Sunday, 11 January 2009

We can’t be alone...

I was just watching at this picture :

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(from APOD)

And all I could think about was : it’s just not possible that we are alone in the universe ! :)

Even though she won’t read this, I want to thank Ivana for introducing me to the Astronomy Picture of the day. Everyday I get awed, hopeful, amazed, amused and so many other great thing, just by watching at a picture, and that’s just the best gift anyone can give ! ^_^ !

Saturday, 10 January 2009

Trying out the windows live writer

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Random picture of John and Rodney as gingerbread men to see if posting pics also works...

Let’s see !

Friday, 9 January 2009

Nice winter...




It's been one full week of the small pond completely frozen (the ice is now thick enough to support my full weight, and I'm not a skinny woman !), and at least five days of the big pond almost completely frozen ! ^_^ ! That's a real winter ! 

I didn't even knew it could get this cold in the UK, in the four years I've been here, the coldest temperature I had seen was 3°C, but for over a week now the temperature has been oscillating between -13°C and 0°C, leaving everything frozen and very winter-like, I love it.

In the morning when I walk the dog just after the school run, the air is crisp and cold, nothing better to wake me up, and if it happens that there is also a blue sky while the sun is rising, then it's even better.

I love winter ! :D

Wednesday, 7 January 2009

Making a nice dinner










The family had a guest yesterday, and I was asked to cook a nice dinner, which I really enjoyed ! :D

For starter, a salade lyonnaise (salad from Lyon, the city where I come from in France), with salad, avocado, bacon lardons, bread croutons, mini tomatoes, vinaigrette, and on top of that a fried egg.  

For main, the one and only picture I took was bad, but we had oven-cooked salmon filets with gratin dauphinois (a potato gratin with cheese on top).

And for dessert, I gave a try to this recipe : Fruit Sushi
I used mostly coconut milk to cook the rice, was very happy with the result and found it absolutely delicious :).
 

Monday, 5 January 2009

Back from Italy









A few pictures from Rome where I accompanied the children to visit their father.

My favorite was definitely the Coliseum !

Last two pictures are from the plane on the way back to the UK, view of Italy as we were leaving, with a bonus shot of the airplane wing ;).